Jedi promised me to let me know if he's coming come.

Notting Hill, just watched the movie on tv. Phew, suddenly I realized that one of the soundtrack was "When You Say Nothing At All" by Ronan Keating. It made me remembered the day Jedi told me that he love me. 16 September 2001. Wont forget the date.

Sigh...

He told me yesterday that he cant forget me. But he sure dont want me. And what that suppose to mean. What does it gave me? I can only get the things which I cant get a grip on.

"Dont forget, that I am also just a girl, standing in front of a boy. Asking him to love her." {Anna to William - Notting Hill}

My right hand is still swelling. It hurts a lot. But its began to feel a lot better, as long you dont grab it too hard.
I feel in a phase where I dont know what to do about tomorrow. I know that it's not my part to think about it, but it feels like I got nothing plan for. Is it stupid?

Indira, there's things that you're not suppose to think about. When you feel like you cant understand, just hold on, and trust your Best Friend. He's there to take over and turn things around for good.

If you fail to understand, trust Him.